Look at her Playing with her fuzzy stuffed animals She has your eyes and amazingly enough she has my nose I look over to you and see that smile The smile that speaks so clear to me It says contentment It says happiness It says love To think I almost lost that smile To think I almost lost this love To think I almost lost this beautiful baby girl I remember a time when I thought I was a super hero The strong and never vulnerable super human who can fix anything Until I couldn’t fix you I couldn’t fix us I wasn’t as strong as I thought When we lost him We had never even seen him He was small and hidden inside you When we lost him I lost me I couldn’t fix this I couldn’t bring him back I couldn’t fix this When I lost me I found her The other My secret I don’t understand what happened But all the while I was wishing she was you When you saw us You knew I knew you knew when we drove home Then we connected Then you left Already our little one was inside you You did it and I didn’t know You didn’t tell until I accidentally found out from your secret admirer Who was soon to be your rebound Why her You could have had anyone Why this particular person who you new I despised but still You chose her Maybe that was why I hated her so you chose her You did it to hurt me just as I had hurt you But I deserved it And she knew it And she also through it in my face whenever she had the chance But who could blame her Look who I had betrayed Look who I had hurt Look who I had wronged and lost I remember the day you came to me and for the first time we spoke You had an ultra sound You had invited me to see our baby Our baby The first time I saw our little one I thought I could die of pride She was so beautiful Then we connected And I left I remember the day you walked back into our home and told me this is where it would be This is where we would start our family This is the place our child would arrive Here in our home I remember the night at the concert You left to go to the bathroom I didn’t think anything of it Until one of our friends came up to me “ Ummm I think your wife might need some help” I ran I couldn’t bear the thought of something horrible happening to you or our baby I took you home so we could welcome her Things didn’t go as planned The nurse called the ambulance You felt like you failed us Me and our girl You had never failed us It wasn’t long until I cut the chord It wasn’t long until we held our baby Our baby Then we connected And soon we went home Look at her Playing with her fuzzy stuffed animals She has your eyes and amazingly enough she has my nose I look over to you and see that smile The smile that speaks so clear to me It says contentment It says happiness It says love

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