Summer, you’re unwelcome in my room,
leave me be, overwhelmed by grief.
Drunk on whiskey from The Pharaoh’s Tomb I’m weak as a pacifist,
I’m eaten alive by jealousy, only god knows why.
Just like only god knows why Alan said coming out is fab and brill
like falling in love.
Summer, be gone! Alan’s gone. Family and friends are gone.
Neil Young is right: Only love can break your heart.
My heart is unmendable.
I am forever in my room, heartbroken, and nobody is there,
forever spending my days killing time until time kills me.

zahida