i say i'v prepared myself for the worse but the worse isn't guna be breakin up, its guna be just loosin him and not layin in his arms, and not feelin the touch of his lips anymore, or the textin eachother untill early hours of the morning, or lieing on your bed and watching films, or anything like that. I dont even think we will be friends. I think that when its gone, thats it its over, its all going to be gone. The laughter, the smiles, the caring about someone and knowing they care about you, the belonging to someone and having you belong to me, pointing and sayin 'his mine', everything will be gone, everything except for the memories, the memories that have no tomorrow, or end, always burning brightly like you, you'll be an old flame that keeps burning brightly, always and forever. its a shame i cant say the same about us. The pain will fade but the memories will last forever. always in my heart, just where you used to belong. you'll always have a peice of my heart, you took it when you told me you loved me. 'She waits for him to say i love you...but he tells no more lies' counts for me. But why say it in the begining if you knew you'd break my heart? I'll get over the pain slowly, it'll only hurt for a while, it'll ease after a while, but i suppose there will always be that little bit of pain thats labled 'he did that to me' 'it was him that broke my heart', but its just life, it goes on, slowly each day, like a heart. I thought my heart couldnt possibly break anymore then it possibly could, but then you came along and fixed every tiny shattered peice back together, i dont know how and i dont know why, all i know is that you did. But its broke once again thought you wouldnt do that to me, but its just lies everything, just a broken heart and lies, i dont think i could possibly handle anymore lies or another broken heart. I'll never love the way that i have done ever again, i dont want another broken heart.......you've become a part of me you'll always be right here

zahida