Delmore Schwartz
At four years Nature
is mountainous,
Mysterious, and submarine. Even
A city child knows
this, hearing the subway's
Rumor underground. Between the
grate,
Dropping his penny, he learned out all loss,
The irretrievable
cent of fate,
And now this newest of the mysteries,
Confronts his
honest and his studious eyes----
His mother much too fat and
absentminded,
Gazing past his face, careless of him,
His fume, his
charm, his bedtime, and warm milk,
As soon the night will be too dark, the
spring
Too late, desire strange, and time too fast,
This estrangement
is a gradual thing
(His mother once so svelte, so often sick!
Towering
father did this: what a trick!)
Explained to cautiously, containing
fear,
Another being's being, becoming dear:
All men are enemies: thus
even brothers
Can separate each other from their mothers!
No better
example than this unborn brother
Shall teach him of his exile from his
mother,
Measured by his distance from the sky,
Spoken in two
vowels,
I am I.