Mary Nagy
Once more we talk about it.
How sad
it's all become.
No matter how we look at it
this family is not
one.
They say it shouldn't matter.
Who needs them after all?
But,
please explain the pain I feel
even though I've got it all.
I see my
pain and emptiness
like a hollowed out old tree...
It may seem to be
standing tall
but, it's empty just like me.
There's such a
contradiction
to my entire life.
I'm happy and fulfilled
being a
mother and a wife.
What about 'a sister'
and 'a daughter'...how about
that?
These are roles I was born to play.
Why can't I? Tell me
that.
A family divided
that's what we've grown to be.
I've got mine
and you've got yours
but we have no family tree.